mosaic broken hearts

"i think we hold on tightest to the things that aren't meant for us because at some level, we know they aren't really ours. we're always seeking the love we don't have. we're always trying to prove the things that are not entirely self-evident. we know that when we stop thinking and talking and racking… Continue reading mosaic broken hearts

comfortable silences.

why is it that when a moment ends we begin to feel all of it? i've spent half of my early 20's stuck in a lockdown. summers i'd imagined strolling down central park testing out my film camera and finding new hidden coffee shops are now a mixture of choosing which fan to buy because… Continue reading comfortable silences.

quarantine blues

what does it feel like to lose yourself? and what do you do if you've already lost yourself? two questions that have come up way too often in my life for the past few years. especially in the past year. as someone who felt like she was completely lost of herself, and has somehow made… Continue reading quarantine blues

april showers

"perhaps the names we cherish in our hearts are like our diaries, journals, and precious records of our lives."    have you ever been somewhere and you just want to remember it so clearly? i think these moments are counted. when you're not worried about the way you look or how you think your smile… Continue reading april showers

flowers and forgiveness

and find the place where every single thing you see , tells you to stay. -seeker so this is what happens when you haven't blogged in a long time and you don't know how to start. (fyi- im writing this as i think about the process of moving away and what the last 3 months… Continue reading flowers and forgiveness

its all new here again.

its been a long time guys. since july to be exact. life is, has been, and will aways be crazy. to be honest- these past few months have been full of adventure and re- self discovery if that makes any sense. i guess when you're really living life goes by quick..because it's already december. and… Continue reading its all new here again.

a couple of 20 year olds who don’t know what they’re talking about

my favorite person is writing with me today. legit, favorite person. and we don't know what we're talking about. but we're here to talk. we're both similar in so many ways but have weirdly different viewpoints on a ton of things. it keeps things interesting but also the reason why our friendship works so well.… Continue reading a couple of 20 year olds who don’t know what they’re talking about

the art of letting go.

there's been something that hasn't left my mind for a few months now (various things actually) but i haven't had the words until now. so if i post this i probably put a lot of thought into it. just a mere warning: for the people in my previous life who may or may not be… Continue reading the art of letting go.