why is it that when a moment ends we begin to feel all of it? i've spent half of my early 20's stuck in a lockdown. summers i'd imagined strolling down central park testing out my film camera and finding new hidden coffee shops are now a mixture of choosing which fan to buy because… Continue reading comfortable silences.
what does it feel like to lose yourself? and what do you do if you've already lost yourself? two questions that have come up way too often in my life for the past few years. especially in the past year. as someone who felt like she was completely lost of herself, and has somehow made… Continue reading quarantine blues
i'm pretty sure everyone at this point feels like "when this is over" is more of a wish than a reality. when this is over- i'll spend more time with the people i love. when this is over, i'll travel more. when this is over, i'll be better to the people around me. i can't… Continue reading the “adults” are talking
for as long as I can remember, my life has been about running from everything that scares me. everyone who knows me well, know that i'm a very calculating person when it comes to almost everything. and what i mean by that is i have a daily to-do list and a master to-do list. among… Continue reading a reason to stay.