i want to start this off by thanking everyone who has ever read this blog and has ever messaged or called me and told me that they related to even just a sentence of what i write. every single word has meant the absolute world to me. this will be my very last blog post… Continue reading it’ll all be just fine.
if im being honest, i wasn’t sure if i wanted to write this at all. this past year was so hard that it just seems like it’d be too hard to write about it at all. but, this year i proposed something new to myself- to write something every day. and i thought that id… Continue reading 24 things i learned in 2021
"i think we hold on tightest to the things that aren't meant for us because at some level, we know they aren't really ours. we're always seeking the love we don't have. we're always trying to prove the things that are not entirely self-evident. we know that when we stop thinking and talking and racking… Continue reading mosaic broken hearts
why is it that when a moment ends we begin to feel all of it? i've spent half of my early 20's stuck in a lockdown. summers i'd imagined strolling down central park testing out my film camera and finding new hidden coffee shops are now a mixture of choosing which fan to buy because… Continue reading comfortable silences.
what does it feel like to lose yourself? and what do you do if you've already lost yourself? two questions that have come up way too often in my life for the past few years. especially in the past year. as someone who felt like she was completely lost of herself, and has somehow made… Continue reading quarantine blues
if you're new here- at the end of the year i always write a post about whatever i think i learned throughout that year. for whatever reason i chose the number 24. don't ask me why because i don't have an answer for you. i don't have much of an answer for anything these days… Continue reading 24×24
we all make so many lists. things we want in someone else. things we would like in our families, in our friends. but the truth is- we dont have much of a choice. we love who we love. our hearts and minds dont forget about that. we don't know what we want until its right… Continue reading lists
i'm pretty sure everyone at this point feels like "when this is over" is more of a wish than a reality. when this is over- i'll spend more time with the people i love. when this is over, i'll travel more. when this is over, i'll be better to the people around me. i can't… Continue reading the “adults” are talking
it drives you crazy getting old.
and find the place where every single thing you see , tells you to stay. -seeker so this is what happens when you haven't blogged in a long time and you don't know how to start. (fyi- im writing this as i think about the process of moving away and what the last 3 months… Continue reading flowers and forgiveness